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October 30, 2009
In the living and the dead by ~sunshinegypsy uses the narrator's bed to symbolize a relationship, and illustrate the difficulty in dealing with loss.
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I lie on the floor, I cannot bear
the bed, the sheets, so sweet smelling
soft. I lie on the floor like it is the deck of a ship
before a storm.
the things I used to tell you
no one knows,
the nightmares followed us home, but I like
to think you have learned the secret -
where to begin the forgetting. I
put you in a room like a moth
in a jar, listen for your last breath, open
the door, but you are gone
the scent of burning
hair, the animal fear, the way your
knees brush each other like leaves,
soundless
I lie on the floor, my hipbone falling
between beams, dirty laundry under my cheek,
I fall asleep watching the rise and fall
of my bed.
the bed, the sheets, so sweet smelling
soft. I lie on the floor like it is the deck of a ship
before a storm.
the things I used to tell you
no one knows,
the nightmares followed us home, but I like
to think you have learned the secret -
where to begin the forgetting. I
put you in a room like a moth
in a jar, listen for your last breath, open
the door, but you are gone
the scent of burning
hair, the animal fear, the way your
knees brush each other like leaves,
soundless
I lie on the floor, my hipbone falling
between beams, dirty laundry under my cheek,
I fall asleep watching the rise and fall
of my bed.
Literature
Loss, in Five Acts
i. Return
Through a dark tunnel
of bent birch and cedar I walk.
Soft moss on cobblestone. Home.
The tilted bird bath drips with
tea coloured rain. Vines snake up
old walls even as the sandstone crumbles.
Decaying gutters sag with sad, welcoming
smiles, heavy with dead leaves
and the fallout of terracotta tiles.
ii. Memory
On her lap, in the evening, swinging
on the front porch chair. Humming
a lullaby, she whispers softly and
marks with a brush of her ringless finger,
magpie and minor, chicken and hen
and then, soft kisses on my cheek for bed.
At the bus stop, she is squinting and waving
and waiting. At hometime, she i
Literature
Death
Gently brushing against him, I flinch. I feel him, closer than ever, his rotting breath on my neck and his enticing voice in my ear.
I cannot give in. Dragging myself to my feet, I trudge on. Each footstep is thunder and each ragged breath is hell. Every rumble of my stomach, deafening. The averted eyes of strangers pierce my soul. Their blank faces loom in and out of focus. Muffled voices ask about my wellbeing. I stumble and fall. No, stand, please legs work, please, oh god, please stand up, don't let me fall, he'll catch me, he'll take me, oh please, stand
Gripping the wall, my head pounding, I begin to buckle again
Literature
Tanka Series 10
1.
the shift
of sparrows mid-flight
again
she tells me
it meant nothing
2.
autumn arrives
less subtle
than last year
the time it takes my father
to stand up
3.
long distance love
ending badly
I return
my phone plan
to the cheaper rate
4.
Nana's new husband
out of nowhere!
a swallowtail
floats
through the open door
5.
autumn clouds
hunched
over email chat
I critique a friend's poem
on wildflowers
6.
dead dog
by the roadside
belly up...
I wonder if he too
became a Buddha
7.
family in bed
after another long day
I linger
for my muse
with a bowl of hot miso
8.
early autumn
a pumpkin patch
newly ripe
I
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She learned to hate her body because he said he loved it.
- Jeanette Winterson, Art & Lies
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